Chapter 1 sex

 

1  sex

OF COURSE THERE WAS SEX, FOR CHILDREN WERE BEING BORN, AS I WAS IN 1938, ALONG WITH EIGHT VERY SMART GIRLS.

ONE THING WE DIDN'T HAVE WAS FOLKS FLAUNTING THEIR SINNING.

TODAY IT'S BRINGING GOD'S WRATH On FOLKS WHILE THEY'RE ATTEMPTING TO FIGURE OUT, "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?".

PART OF THE PROBLEM NOW CAN BE TRACED TO A LACK OF FEAR OF GOD, AND TO TV, MOVIES AND MEDIA THAT SEEMS TO HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT GOD HAS WARNED AGAINST IT.

BACK WHEN I WAS YOUNG, WHEN WOMEN WENT TO THE BEACH THEY WERE IN ONE-PIECE BATHING SUITS AND EVEN THEN SOMETIMES COVERING THEMSELVES WITH A TOWEL UNTIL THEY ENTERED THE WATER. 

IT WASN'T BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T HAVE THE CURVY BODIES WITH BUMPS THAT MADE THEM SO ATTRACTIVE, BUT THEY HAD "CLASS" TOO.

I THINK A MOVIE WITH BRIDGET BARDOT- A FRENCH "BOMBSHELL" BROUGHT ON THE SEMI-NAKEDNESS OF THE BIKINI. ONLY GOD KNOWS WHEN MORALS BEGAN TO FALL LIKE A ROCK, BUT LET ME ASSURE YOU THEY DID.

ALL THE WHILE, FOLKS "HID FROM GOD", OR THOUGHT THEY WERE HIDING FROM HIM, DUMMIES.

I CAN REMEMBER SOME SERIOUS SEXUAL CRIMES COMMITTED HERE THAT I WON'T ELABORATE ON, BUT THEY WERE "SHOCKING" TO SAY THE LEAST.

WHAT WAS GOING ON IN THE LARGE CITIES TO OUR NORTH WAS FINDING ITS WAY HERE, DADGUM IT.

ABOUT THIS TIME, THE PLAYBOY MAGAZINE APPEARED AND the DISPLAYED SEXUALITY WAS TAKING GOOD FOLKS TO NEW LOWERS OF DEPRAVITY. AFTERWARDS OTHER "ADULT" MAGAZINES WERE ON THE MAGAZINE RACKS.  I CAN RECALL WHERE THEY WERE SEGREGATED FROM THE OTHERS WITH DECENCY BARRIERS FOR THE UNDERAGED EYES.

THIS ONLY SERVED TO INCREASE SOME FOLK'S CURIOSITY, AND FROM HERE IT SEEMS THINGS WENT DOWNHILL. SEEMS TO ME SOME WERE ARRESTED HERE ON OUR BEACHES FOR "NUDITY" OR PUBLIC NAKEDNESS, TOO.

AND THEY WEREN'T FROM FRANCE WHERE THE FRENCH MAY HAVE "INVENTED IT".

I DON'T RECALL ANY SERIOUS PUBLIC  OUTCRYING ABOUT IT, BUT JUST "NEWS" THAT COULD SELL MORE PAPERS.

FOR SURE I DON'T REMEMBER ANY CHURCHES GETTING TOO UPSET OVER IT. WHEN "GOOD" MEN REFUSE TO STAND UP FOR DIGNITY AND SAFETY FOR THEIR FAMILIES, SATAN WILL RUSH IN LIKE A FLOOD.

WHEN I WAS VERY SMALL, SOMEHOW I CAME UPON SOME SIMPLE PORN IN TINY BOOKLETS AND OF COURSE I WAS CURIOUS.  I HATE TO ADMIT IT BUT I LET OTHERS SEE THEM, TOO. LET ME ASSURE YOU, I WAS EVEN MORE INTERESTED IN "SEX" LIKE THOSE AROUND ME. I WON'T MENTION WHO, BUT SEVERAL OF MY FRIENDS WERE INTO GOING "ALL THE WAY" AND BRAGGED ABOUT IT. ONCE SEX IS OUT OF THE "BAG", OTHERS ARE GOING TO BE "DOING IT".  SADLY, MANY COULD BE LURED INTO GIVING UP WHAT THEY COULD NEVER RECOVER.

NOW THE LORD WAS WATCHING IT ALL AND HIS ANGELS WERE WRITING IT ALL DOWN FOR JUDGMENT DAY, SOMETHING MOST CLERGY WILL REFUSE TO ADDRESS FOR THEY DON'T WANT TO FRIGHTEN AWAY THE "FOLKS".

IF I WERE LEADING A CONGREGATION I'D TELL THE DADGUM TRUTH, EVEN IF I WAS THE ONLY ONE SHOWING UP ON SUNDAY MORNINGS FOR "CHURCH". NO ONE IS GOING TO BE JUDGED MORE THAN THESE RELIGIOUS LEADERS.SOME PASTORS BUT NOT HERE THAT I RECALL HAVE BEEN "CAUGHT" BREAKING GOD'S LAWS ABOUT "SEX" OUT OF MARRIAGE.  SOME OF THEM PAID "DEARLY" FOR IT, TOO.

ONE REASON I LOVE THE LORD SO MUCH, ONE THING HE SAID IN A TEACHING, "HE WHO'S BEEN FORGIVEN MUCH, LOVES MUCH". 

ON MY DAY OF REPENTANCE I WEPT UNTIL I HAD NO MORE TEARS TO WEEP, HONESTLY I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WERE THAT MANY TEARS WITHIN ME. GOD FORGAVE ME OF EVERYTHING I'D DONE AND THOUGHT, AND

MAY HAVE EVEN ENCOURAGED OTHERS TO DO THAT WAS "REBELLION".

INSTANTLY I WAS AS CLEAN AS NEW SNOW AND WHEN JESUS ENTERED MY HEART I HAD A BRAND NEW LIFE, TOO. THAT SAME NIGHT HE POURED HIS HOLY SPIRIT UPON ME BEGINNING AT MY TOES AND AS HE RUSHED UP MY BODY I RECEIVED ONE OF HIS GREATEST GIFTS, AN ANGELIC LANGUAGE.

IT HAS GIVEN ME A SPECIAL WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE FATHER THAT I NEEDED EVEN AS I DO TODAY.

SATAN HAS HIS DEMONS TO TEMPT US AND NONE ARE AS EFFECTIVE AS THE ONES WHO ARE ATTEMPTING US TO "LUST". ONCE IN JESUS WE CAN TELL THEM TO GO AND THEY WILL "FAST" FOR NOW GOD'S HOLY ANGELS WILL SEE TO IT.

I LOVE THE LORD MOST FOR HIS DEATH ON THE CROSS PERMITTED ME THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING AND I WON'T BE CAST INTO SATAN'S LAKE WHERE I WAS HEADED. I WORK DAILY USING EPHESIANS 2:10 AS MY COMMITMENT VERSE TO WARN OTHERS OF THIS HATEFUL PLACE AND BETTER YET, GOD'S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

TRUST ME, I STILL NEED YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT FOR SATAN NEVER SLEEPS......I HATE HIM...

I LOVE YOU ALL MANY TONS...